went service today and i think God's speaking to me O.0 hais. i just don't know. didn't have much mood to worship but i don't feel like leaving the hall when service's over :(((( ya lor.. anyway, i still like fcbc's "package" [you know what i mean] the friends, the way they worship and even the preaching.ya GREAT TO BE "BACK" but sitting at the front was better, as in the atmosphere and the people around you and the presence of God.. wooo. ya. ya!

Today Pastor Khong shared about "Direction For The Future" and he gave us 4 main points

1) Believe God Has A Plan For You
2) Decide To Choose God's Purpose
3) Trust That God Is In Control
4) Develop An Intimate Relationship With God

=> Word OF God
=> Clear Witness Of The Spirit
=> Councel Of Godly Leaders
=> Cast A Lot - Toss A Coin

i've been thinking about directions since then..
i'm lost... been tossing coin the whole day..
and thinking about it....
thinking during service,
thinking while walking,
met jeremy, still thinking..
and now. i'm still thinking..
i can't take it any further la
omg omg.... don't know what to do
ahhhh..
i'm sry dear. really really sry
i feel really bad making you sad and worried about me..
i didn't want to hurt you in anyway or another
so i thought tt if i did not tell you, it would make you less troubled
ya lor =(((
sry

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