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all i know is that i want to meet you before you go.so ya. but den maybe it was a big mistake. well, the day started great in school and met caspar and went changi airport to study yea. i'm meeting xinping tml. saw lyd, phyllis and friends halfway through.lol.
met xinping today instead cos tml he can't comfirm. yea. ate at thai express. well, thanks. and it was a last min meet so i didn't bring much money out. he treated me. lovely. i'll treat you on another day ok. as in when you're back or smth. alright! guess i was pms-ing and got annoyed. almost wactched a movie but i thought of saving his money so didn't.went home after that. i think i'm mad la. come all the way out and.. eat, go home. ya. omg. hais after all, i just wanted to see him before he goes off that's all. but yea. i'm insane and i regretted; now that he's gone. ok. i've no idea when or how i'll be able to see him again. we went our separate ways even though we were going the same place at the end. i'm coming that's what i said and i did in the end. history's repeating itself and i'm doing the same thing again. i've regretted once and now. ok. shall not say but. i don't know. it's just hard. hais. ok i know everything i typed doesn't make sense.
just don't bother reading it.

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